were is my change

another year ,,,,passed by ,,,like a uncertain whiff .like a stranger ,,,
its been tough ....huh,,,,pretty tough....
its strange you know when suddenly people around you start disappearing..
like Morrison says....no safety no surprise......the end
shilpa ,dj , meera , mona ....i know u would have been here if you could have but you couldn't....i love you anyways.....
i used to say every birthday of mine brings a change ....am still waiting for that change this year....am getting anxious almost uncertain of what lies ahead....

raft through gods farm land....

i just landed on presumably the highest civilian airstrip in the country....its cold outside....drive towards the the mystique old town of leh is unnerving.......am on a rafting expedition////through the grand canyon of asia....would be rafting through the mighty zanskar valley....walla....3 days of drive through the highest mountain passes in this part of the world...drive...camp...drive...camp.....and then 5 days on the river....tackling grade 4 rapids,..stop camp when u want a sutta break.....start when u feel the adrenalin rush...3 rafts ,,,,7 rafters /////some old fogies...some future acquaintances.....we raft through landscape ...so crass....so imposing...untouched...unexplored....u almost feel like an intruder into gods own farm house...ur off road ,,,of civilization.....steering on gut and a gps....nothing matters anymore....i god dam wanna get lost ..........

irony ........my chutti got cancelled....

Speed of light

Alone

will i

Misty moon light or shades of day

starlit sky or rain drops are falling on my head

forest all around or water touching the horizon

loud silence or quiet cricket noise.....

walk on the old church road or quiet chat on the old school bench

dance till dawn or run at the crack of it....

belafonte, frank Sinatra blues or Morrison and weder poetry

sudden spur of surprises or mellow change....

shallow affection or deep hatred...

true lies or bitter truths.....

will i ever be able to pick.....

Fluid

one of my first pictures,,,,,d70....have finally dived into the word of shutter speed aperture and exposure....

Faith