BLAH BLAH BLAH

I am looking out of the window, seeing the sun go down
Counting the trees around me talking to the ghosts of the past
Then I look in to the mirror and i say BLAH BLAH BLAH

Racing with my shadows, filling emptiness with some grass
Dreaming about our dreams, dreams of who we are
Then I wake up from my slumber and I say BLAH BLAH BLAH

Jumping of my chair, trying to reach the stars
Timing my heart beating, holding my breath so far
Then I take a deep breath and I say BLAH BLAH BLAH

Shaking my memories, struggling to know who u are
U tell me we are we, but we are not who we are..
Then I realize ur name and I say BLAH BLAH BLAH

i am looking for some halo , looking for some spark
Something to keep me moving, someone to drive me far

Then I see the white angel hanging from my bar
And she holds my hand and says no more BLAH BLAH BLAH

Emptiness


Its senseless , crazy , stupid i know but I crave for something a little more loud , something with a little pain , something with a lot of insanity and someone with shit loads of deepness ( kiki don’t kill me) , I know however bad it would be its gonna be better than this emptiness .

So i have been walking for a very long time but never lost sight of the where and the what and the who, but this time around I have been walking but I have nothing in sight no one to reach out to,no where to go..i am just walking rather peacefully and honestly this silence is freaking me out …its echo is deafening .

Need my stupid emotion back need some noise….