I seek darkness , after light blinded me
I seek pain , after joy made me crawl
I seek ugliness , after beauty vanished from within
I seek starvation , after my grub poisoned me
I seek storm , after the lull made me fall
I seek war , after peace killed the old me
I seek strangulation , after the air that suffocated me
I seek poverty , after the rich me let go all i had
I seek deception , after trust stabbed me in my back
I seek enemy , after my friends lusted my girl
I seek hatred , after my love turned ugly
I seek no future , after my past refused to stay put
I seek no new me , after the old me died yesterday
I seek death ,after my life walked off
