Where is my Sun

Never thought 4 days could do this to me. 4 days, 4 meetings and the whole world seems topsy turvy , It’s complete chaos in there yet I seem settled, its loud yet so peaceful. No greys, no baggage no malice, just purity and intense emotion , I feel stronger cause some ones back there holding on, i am sort of lost almost intoxicated without even a swig. Best high ever.like freakin ever... I am coming to see you today and this anxiety is oh so sweetly unbearable, there you sleep cuddled up like a little baby and here I am holding on to my rucksack looking out waiting for the sun to rise .I don’t know what’s in stored for us but I know one thing ; if there was ever a chance to take this would be it , if there was ever a plane to catch it would be today and if there was someone I could bet my life on it would be you.... Can’t wait …where is my sun?