just so right

She stood there in her super green coat, her eyes waiting and watching.... I saw her and it struck me what I had just done….. The leap of faith, the call of my heart. The hugs never ended and the love poured. I was almost doped out, coming in to terms to what had just happened. Had just traveled 500 miles to meet someone who seemed to be The One.. A battle raged between logic and emotions, Is it right, is it supposed to happen like this, i didnt give a dam, it just felt so right.. For the first time…it just felt so fuckin right…. WTF, the mushrooms, the caprioska and the taxy ride and the hands I so wanted to hold.. to be continued…..

Where is my Sun

Never thought 4 days could do this to me. 4 days, 4 meetings and the whole world seems topsy turvy , It’s complete chaos in there yet I seem settled, its loud yet so peaceful. No greys, no baggage no malice, just purity and intense emotion , I feel stronger cause some ones back there holding on, i am sort of lost almost intoxicated without even a swig. Best high ever.like freakin ever... I am coming to see you today and this anxiety is oh so sweetly unbearable, there you sleep cuddled up like a little baby and here I am holding on to my rucksack looking out waiting for the sun to rise .I don’t know what’s in stored for us but I know one thing ; if there was ever a chance to take this would be it , if there was ever a plane to catch it would be today and if there was someone I could bet my life on it would be you.... Can’t wait …where is my sun?

someones there.....

I caught her smiling in that corner store…she looked at me…and something clicked in side…like an old rusted switch …Sparkle in her eyes, ambition on her face and a walk to rule the world she got me going. Time stood still …everything else and everyone around suddenly seemed irrelevant. Best birthday in years… turning point. Like someone is finally there…feeling like a sixteen year old ,rush of blood in my head, warm hands, that sweet pain and the never endings hugs..…i wanna live again…forever.