i knew a different love

i knew a different love..the heart beating at every beat , the striking smile that takes your breath away,hunting for flowers in the middle of night, hugs`and coldplay...my unmade bed and the ashtray with 2 cigarette butts...dreamy eyes , skin that smells ohhh so good,,,, zoned out innocence ,,free falling....a lill pearljam. a lot of deepness....running almost naked on the beach...counting stars on endless nights ,,walking down holding hands ,,getting drunk on cheap wine , the morning kisses ...that pain ...piercing pain when someone walks out of the door...

i want it back ...i want it all back...i want my deepness...where is my share...