mindless

well another year gone....shd i be happy .....well a new beginning and all that crap or shd i be a lill sad ...

i think its always good to remember what has gone by ,,,remember what you are ,,,what made the you //you know and the you everyone else knows.`but sometimes its so hard to remember the whats in life.

i am amused how the greys in your life never vanish...i mean they dominate...the moment you think ur in control and the plan is finally working...some one pisses in the wind...and slap...back to reality...no not that i had a plan either...

think this year just went by without a plan...or did i just stop thinking and finally let go....was it good was it bad ...i don't know ...i never will know....but i guess its time to take controllll..what say...`time to REETHINK....and REEPLAN...

also the year was awfully low on emotions...like i said a lot of grey...guess that's why less entries..

huh.,,its all mindless....smoking up doesn't help either...