Hey God

Hey God

How’s it goin up there or well down there or well everywhere , so you know I am not much of a believer , don’t mind it but I guess most people I know are not. I don’t even know why I am writing this cause it’s like writing to a ghost well even ghosts exist..

So take it as a compliment I say because believe it or not you made me do it. So all this while I use to fight with mom and say that probably god was an alien or just a pigment of ones imagination and she used to fight back, I won most times cause I am good at arguments, but yesterday you made your point .

I felt the need, the need to believe that there is someone who is kind of running the show it was not even like i suddenly believed that u exist but a part of me wanted u to exist, exist as may be super man who could make things happen, turn, twist, move around but get the job done and be the last man standing.

But I got to say if u do exist you are one smart guy/girl/animal/alien/power cell I mean u got your way through me, hit me where u know will hurt the most.

Now that uev proved your point of existence and all please go ahead and work on my prayer, it’s important, you know it is, and if you make this work, boy u got one assured fan if ever u create your own blog.

And ya I am going to do what I can do best, give my best…u take care of the rest..Please be what you want me to believe you are.

Take care…Be there….

Nothing is Everything....

What’s wrong I asked and she said ohh nothing

Nothing is not nothing when she is everything

Nothing is important when its happiness you wanna bring

Happiness is what you feel when all you wanna do is sing

And by jooo I so wanna sing when I hear my phone ring

I know if it rings there is magic and may be its time to cling

And if we cling than this life will rock and we shall swing

Swing we shall through time through ages cause its not just another fling

Cause if it is one of those it will hurt more than a bee sting

And I so feel like being born for you like a needle for a string

So you know this nothing is everything…..

DAWN

There’s nothing like chilled breeze hitting your face, kings of Leon blowing your eardrums, ambition burning up your brain and thoughts warming up your heart, first long run this winter ….its like nothing absolutely nothing can stop you now, you don’t feel no pain , you don’t loose breath .. just the warm rush in your head ,its just you and your belief that will run you through this year in to the new dawn..
What a start for 2011 new pad, super ambition and the angel out of the box of chocolate fame.for once life seems sorted no muck ,no malice, ruthless honesty is the new name of the game, and woho what a game …its time to rise and shine baby , its time to be a MAN and DO THE RIGHT THING…

In Pursuit of Happiness

In Pursuit of Happiness

I am sitting here in Mumbai stunned at what just happened, some one said life is a box of chocolates you never know what comes out next , but no one like ever thought that an angel will come out of a box of chocolates when all you expected was well another chocolate.

So this angel has been walking around mowing all the scum in my life, burning all destructive and vicious elements around and kicking hard on my sweet non existent butt and telling me to WAKE UP and get my act together.

Well my dear Angel I am gonna do just that , get hold of my even paced peaceful life of which I have almost no complaints but also of which I am not very proud of like its no Hero Stuff. I am going to turn it around , push it to the next level and create a tale with liberal dozes of, ambition ,courage , passion, emotion and complication and take it to the next level , to a place where you arrive and you feel like o well UEV ARRIEVED .

I am going to create a fable of which I am proud of, which spells happiness and which I can recite to my grand kids when I am old and bored.

So now that that’s out of way cut me some slack and let me go and be the man I always wanted to be. And the Angel of the box of chocolates fame well I will talk about her when the time is right…….

fake...

I suddenly realized how fake is this world we are living in, this world of facebook and twitter of myspace and Google. You suddenly mistake mere acquaintances to be your friends, you follow, tag, byte, like, comment on almost strangers.

I suddenly realized despite having 485 freaking friends/acquaintances on facebook there’s not one I want to/can just call and go out for a sutta drive and a masala chai …..it just scares the shit out of me…my grandfather had more people lining up to meet him for godsake…but then again he was a good man and was not available for random chat on facebook…..dam u zucerberg u took the spirit out of my single-malt 29 years.

winters.....

Winters are here and woho with a bang for sure , this is one reason I love this city so much, for sure this is the best place to be in when the temperature goes dipping. Its time for masala chai and lot of sweet nothings , its time for sunlight and finding ur sunshine , its time for afternoon snooty brunches with mojhitos and kababs , for nice long runs without getting sweaty , for bonfires and barbeques which give u such a high , for all the reds with the reds , for the deep thoughts and the twisted perspectives for wanting to be a writer and a traveler again , for just getting lost , for a lot of luv and lub…wait did I say luv …ohh what a slip…

my last summer song...

summer's here...but it ain't bright inside..
the sun is shining but its kinda fake..
mornings are like dark gloomy nights and nights like pale evenings....

i am counting my tear drops...listening to the shouts inside..,, fighting with the deafening sounds of hollowness.. and pounds of emptiness

guess the show is over...everyone's walking out...this might be my last act...my last dance ..my last song...my last summer song...